If you know me you know I'm a big fan of four letter words. Mostly the really fun ones that start with "F". Lately though I've been using another one that starts with "H" and rhymes with gate. Yes, "hate". This is actually nagging at me in an icky way.
You know how some people think the "S" word or the "F" word is disgusting to use? Well to be honest I feel that way about the "H" word. I think its vile. It's absolutely dirty. Someone once fed me some psychological spiel on the word "hate". That if you "hated" something or someone that meant that they had defeated you in some way or gotten the better of you. You know, now that I think about it maybe I even read that in a book. Either way I bought into that thought process. I practiced that thought thinking thing as a golden rule for probably something close to 24 years. Then miraculously I woke up one morning and I started to dropping the "H" bomb all over the place. I don't like it - It's icky. But to be honest its kinda how I'm feeling.
I guess if the theory holds than I'm a pretty defeated person these days. I can live with that.
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