Ugh. So most of you know about my adrenal gland issue. I woke up one morning in October and it was like the world was on fire. I couldn't close my eyes for like 8 months. Crazy. I quit caffeine cold turkey. Cold. Didn't have one withdraw headache. Nothing. Why? Because my body was producing "Olympic levels" of cortisol all on its own. Doctors were perplexed and amazed. The thing is its just like you have amazing amounts of energy but you can't do anything about it and you have no real desire to either. Remember being in your most stressful moment? Remember how your body and mind felt? Yeah?! Well that's how I felt non-stop 24hrs a day, 7 days a week - EVERYDAY.
So they played around with medications, etc. and now I'm going through what can best be described as a crash landing - moments of high, moments of normal and then moments of wanting to hug my pillow like nobodies business. This is one of those moments. Exhaustion after waking from 9 hours sleep. WTF already?!? Body...please make up your mind.
I never felt this tired high.
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