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Some thing are evoked from inside our soul and we can't control those things. I wish I could. I wish I could desensitize my heart....I love that song by Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb. God I wish I could achieve that but I won't ever do drugs. 

I was recently asked by a shaman how he could help me and I explained that I felt my connection to the divine was broken...and that my heart has lost it's sense of conviction....He was at a loss for words. 

I hate when that happens...and it's been happening a lot lately....