CAUTIOUSLY OPTIMISTIC

Back when I realized I was sick my gut reaction was to simply stop everything and let my body heal itself. I was afraid though. When you are that sick and your symptoms are exacerbated its difficult to trust yourself much less medical professionals. That instinct has continued to nag at me ever since. I've been working with a couple of doctors out here and we are coming to the conclusion that coming off of everything and letting my body heal itself with minimal external intervention would be best. This makes me happy and makes me scared as hell. I still have two more key appointments with my doctors so we will see. But I can say I feel optimistic.